now i’m home for the first time after beeing away for five months on the other side of the World. I’ve grown so much, seen so much and become a much muchier me.
I will be home about 3 weeks, Before i move away 2000 km to the North.
And i love life so much right now. I love to travel. ever since i was a small girl i’ve Always traveled around the World. I love Life.
Because … 
"What horrifies me most is the idea of being useless: well-educated, brilliantly promising, and fading out into an indifferent middle age."
- Sylvia Plath (via nilla-wafers)
(Source: hellanne, via a-thousand-words)
"Those who keep asking the same question don’t really don’t want to hear the answer."
- Charles Bukowski, “Unemployed” (via mercedesmarie)
(Source: limb-of-satan, via wildluna)
I have this fear of growing up and growing old.
Not in the sense that im afraid of wrinkles. I am utterly terrified of my body growing old and my mind to whither with it. Not being able to run or even grasp the cigarette ,terrifies me beyond words. I’m afraid that I will not remember anything of who I was, and who I am to become is nothing more than a shadow of who I was before.
It terrifies me that I long since would be gone, but my body just didn’t knew it yet.
